catch-the-sunlight-in-your-hands asked: ok so lately I have been so depressed and just quite literally going insane. in the past week I have felt myself being happy and I know that is the grace of God working in my life. The thing is I always have trouble accepting my depression and I don't know what to do about it. I have thought about giving up many times, but I know, because of Jesus I am stronger than that. what is weird and what worries me is sometimes I wish I wasnt that strong. that I could bring myself to do it. is that wrong?

Why would you not want to be strong? Can you re-frame the question?